After I posted this reflection earlier today, I received some information that requires me to edit out what may not in fact be based in objective truth. While outright erasing is not standard blogging protocol (strikethrough is the preferred method of indicating a correction), I do not wish to keep any untruths live on my blog, since they will live long enough in the ether as it is. So this is a completely re-edited post, with references to particulars deleted. In the interests of truth and charity, please do not make any effort to find the original post.
With all the disheartening news in the Catholic world over the past several weeks, the Scripture readings during this same time have been extraordinarily pertinent and consoling. It is as if the Mass readings were tailored precisely to our questioning and our disillusionment. It makes me feel sorry for Catholics who are trying to work their way through all of this without "the lessons of encouragement...in the Scriptures" (see Romans 15:4, but also 1 Cor 10:11!). If you cannot make it to daily Mass, at least
make the daily readings an essential part of your prayer life!!!
In the midst of new revelations (of old evils), today's readings are no exception. They follow from yesterday's passionate thread about the treasure of the Word of God, worth "selling all" to possess. (Indeed, Jeremiah sounds like no one more than Augustine with his distressing admission, "When I found your words I devoured them. They became my joy and the happiness of my heart...")

Today we are looking at Judgment Day, but not before another encouraging word from Jeremiah. Sent to the potter's house, the prophet tells us basically that we cannot mess things up badly enough that God cannot rework the situation to good. Not the original good, and not the good outcome we may expect or require, but a genuine good for which we will glorify him forever.
"Whenever the object of clay which he was making turned out badly in his hand, he tried again, making of the clay another object of whatever sort he pleased. ... 'Can I not do to you, house of Israel, as this potter has done?' says the LORD. Indeed, like clay in the hand of the potter, so are you in my hand, house of Israel."
Today I am using this reading as a springboard to pray for priests who have fallen seriously in their vocation, or who are struggling wearily and are disheartened and afraid, even terrified, as their past sins, long ago repented and forgiven, threaten to come to light. Some of these men were corrupted in their youth. Pressured to please their superior, may have ended up with habits of alcohol abuse, pornography, or immoral behavior (even all of the above), but they were permitted to go forward to the altar of God, bringing their newly acquired compulsions with them to the ministry.
When yet another disedifying story reached me yesterday, I wanted blood. No more secrets! No more hiding! No more hypocrisy! I wanted all the names published on the front page of the New York Times. I wanted to see a procession of men in cassocks beating their breasts and chanting "
mea maxima culpa."
But then last night I couldn't sleep, thinking of the priests whose worse nightmare is coming true a decade or more after they have repented, confessed, and done penance. I've been praying for them nonstop ever since. Some of these men (and others who may have never confronted the matter face-on) may be tempted to suicide. Satan still "prowls like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour" (1 Peter 5:8), and no morsel is more tasty to him than someone consecrated with priestly chrism.
I am convinced that many of these men have faced the full truth of
the wrong that was done to them, and which they themselves in turn did
to others. I do not for a minute doubt that some of these men are living
saints, daily offering reparation for those evils and actively
cooperating with grace in the daily effort to replace vice with virtue and laboring in ministry to make positive atonement for the damage done to the Body of Christ through their sins.
God can work with the clay in his hands. We can only see that things have turned out very badly indeed, but God is infinitely creative and faithful. All this will turn out to good in some mysterious way (Romans 8:28). Our part is to cooperate with forthrightness, fidelity, charity, and prayer. "For men it is impossible, but not for God" (Matthew 19:26).